"What?" "**** me. It has to happen ths way. PLease. Yes, I love you and I ache for you but I can't do it willingly. Not now. You have do get my past ...hat fear. Do you understand?" There was a strange expression on her face, tears flowing freshly down her face. I attempted to kiss but she twisted her head away until I held it firmly in my hands and kissed. Her lips were tight and impenetrable. I pushed back down onto the bed and ripped open her nightgown; the thin fabric was no great. Judging by the way she smacked her lips, she loved the stuff and had only spit it out to give the scene a classic porno ending. I got my first look at her bodacious body when she sat upright. Her tits were even nicer than they had been in my imagination. They were just the right size for her body and had the perfect amount of sag. The light brown nipples were the size of silver dollars. I couldn't help thinking what fine jizz-targets they would make. I tugged on my own and tried to imagine I. She was working hard and appreciated my help in folding all the dust covers off the furniture. I swept the front veranda clear of blown sand and removed a few cobwebs. It looked good once I’d set up the outdoor furniture, a table with four chairs and a couple of lazyboys.Kat readily helped me too. I needed a hand to carry a gas barbeque from the shed to the veranda. And together we slid the aluminium dingy down the dunes to just above the high water mark. I continued my work washing the dingy,. I headed for the door and heard Have fun from my moms room. WHATEVER! I shouted back. I would regret that shortly. The drive to Brents was long and bumpy, I was shaking by the time I pulled in the parking lot of the apartments. I sat there waiting for a few minutes for him to get home. As I slid the panties off, I was nervous and scared and excited all in one. I didnt know what he had planned but really didnt care if I came as hard as I did the first time he fucked me. I do anything to cum that.