" Scott shook his head firmly. "No. No, I love Suzette and I'm going tomarry her." "O-o-o-o-kay." Brian tried again. "So why aren't you inside...theremarrying her?" "Because I haven't been truthful with her." Scott said. "Truthful about what?" Brian wanted to know. Scott looked at him and then looked away. "Is it enough when you marrya woman to tell her you'll be faithful to her? Or do you have to admit thatyour feelings for her aren't...well, aren't exclusive." . You said it all in so few words. Mary would be so proud of you.” They kept clapping then a minute later Jack got up and spoke into the microphone. He said,”Thank you so much. The funeral purvey must be served, the show must go on. Thank you all once again.” They continued to clap the the food was brought out and then they stopped. Ruth, who was sitting next to Jack said, Jack that was a wonderful speech, one of the most touching I have heard in my life. You are a very intelligent and attractive. I felt him. . . push into me. I screamed NOOO as loud as I could but he didnt care and started doing his thing. One of them got in the bed of the truck with me and held my shoulders down. And I felt so helpless and alone there with them while I felt my body violated. I tried to tell myself to think, to fight, not just to be a victim. It was so incredibly hard not to feel sorry for myself or not to give up but as I felt him moving inside me I told myself to think. I was bent forward over the. What I didn’t tell him was the story of my own transition between boy and manhood; hardly appropriate in the circumstances!However, I will relate it to you, kind readers, to gain your own thoughts on the subject.As background, I had a comfortable upbringing and enjoyed a happy family atmosphere. I was extremely fortunate to have studied at a very good school and thus had a super start in life. Subsequently, I went to university and have had a successful career since. I’m telling you this not.