Thank god it moved him. A sudden chill and nervousness came over me after that comment and we just looked and each other. Finally he said we should he...d up to his room. When we walked down the hallway to his room I was thing he had the same walk or strut from that night at the golf club. We got in to his room and he closed the door. Don’t know why no one was home but it just felt right I guess. He was wearing a white t-shirt grey and white basketball shorts and white socks. I had never seen him. We had been a group of three for the past seven years. I was the one who was supposed to grow up and leave the family, although none of us had been looking forward to that day.We all took her death hard. Rocky would still be alert, listening for her car in the driveway about the time she got home for several weeks. I caught him searching for her in her bed several times.We were lost for a couple of months until Dad slapped his hand down on the kitchen table one Saturday morning, after. I understand that you and the school probably have no idea if this young man has broken any rules.” Mr. Thomasina explained.“Hey, I haven’t broken any rules. I haven’t taken anything to help.” Raymond grabbed his son’s arm before he started to stand up while defending himself.“I wholeheartedly agree with my son. He is NOT using any illegal, or matter of fact, he is not even using legal drugs. Hell, when Tim told me about the salt pills and vitamins you give the boys before a game with their. "Bess spent three days crying and begging me for forgiveness and I must have told her fifty times that I did. Eventually she accepted my assertions that I forgave her and that I wanted to forget that it ever happened. I couldn't of course, there was no way I could ever forget that my wife had been gangbanged, but I had to try and convince her that I had. I was affectionate and loving and I tried to show that nothing had changed between us, but things had.Before Bess had her 'lost night' we had.