It was the goodbye I am suited for the best. It was after I left that I was throttled in the balls by a feeling of aloneness. I was in maelstrom three...sheets to the wind, no bed, nobody that knows my name within a few thousand miles. The contrast of hanging with a group of people, no matter how ugly the scene, and then leaving with the snap of a finger has a quieting and disheartening effect. My solitude was rubbed in my face by the joviality of everyone. Everyone was merry, hugging and kissing. I felt a women at last although I was still a virgin.We rested I felt tired my breathing came in pants I felt as if I had won along race tired but happy.She kissed me again ‘now it’s your turn’ I took her erect nipple into my mouth sucked on the nipple and gently squeezing her breast she held my head to her breast I heard her say ‘Its been along time since I breast fed you Holly’ my hands stroked her other breast the nipple hardening under my touch.I kissed her smooth stomach I never noticed. I told her I'd rather not waste any time. The discussion continued as she took me to a department store to look at some summer dresses. While she shopped for dresses, I decided to go check out the TVs and see if there are ay good deals. After a few minutes, Kara sent me a text to meet her by the changing room. When she came out of the dressing room she had on this purple floral dress. Although the dress looked great on the display, Kara's very petite body were not able to fit the curve. “You wanted to see them eh?” She took my hand placed them over the breast and laughed. I lay still, adrenaline running fast in my blood.I lost my control, forgot my promise. I pressed them.“This new bra is hurting, unhook it.”Spellbound, I tried unsuccessfully.She laughed and herself unhooked, removed the bra and flung aside making upper half of her body naked.“They are marvelous “I whispered as I went on pressing them with my heart running fast. Impulsively I ran my hand down till I reached.