" But someone took a shot at her and Ray, while they were on their op tonight," he said."Meg has been shot," I screamed."No," he said sadly, "The bull...t hit Ray." Didn't you know about this?" he asked"Fuck no," I shouted, "I'm on one way comm." Someone would have had to come out and tell me," I said.Arnie left the room; I knew he was going to talk to Carter. He came back a few minutes later and told me where I could find Meg. She was being debriefed about the incident, and her story had a few. Tony introduced me to his wife Cath (Catherine), and started to introduce us to his wife’s admirers. But I interrupted him and said we knew them as they were our neighbours and introduced Sue to them. We pulled up a couple of seats to sit with them and I went over to the bar and got Sue and me a drink. When I returned with the drinks I found Tony busy chatting up my wife. I sat next to Sue and handed her the drink, then leaned back and watched all the play that was going on. It was obvious that. ” I look over and see a little tear trickle down your smooth face.“But not until I’M done with YOU.”I leave the room in haste, not stopping to put my clothes back on, so I don’t take you then and there. Your discouraging look is intoxicating me along with your beautiful body. I take another shower to try to cool off but the beads of water running down my body serve the opposite affect. I have to have youI walk back in to find you sitting on the bed with your left hand still pulled up. Your back. Then I accused him of not putting much effort into keeping me as happy as he should. Unfortunately he didn't seem to grasp what I was doing. He went right back into his old behavior of ignoring me and doing whatever else he felt like doing, which in this case was channel surfing on the TV. I had to believe that tuning me out could have become a defensive reflex for him, but I just had to make sure that I had his help in keeping me from backsliding, because it had been all too easy to slip back.