But how different now! It was practically a badge of shame to still be a virgin at eighteen, almost like admitting to some kind of mental or physical ...efect. And the worst part was that something deep inside Victoria wanted so badly to be made love to, but couldn't find the right conditions to just let it happen. If society was going to change in this direction, the unhappy young girl thought bitterly, it had better develop some institutions to help out people like her who were only willing to. The girls toughed our way through various spa treatments and hung out by the pool. I could see why our friends had set upon this new weekend diversion. That night, we again got dressed (up) for dinner and if anything, the atmosphere was even more decedent. The drugs, drink and most amazing food served and consumed in the most sensual fashion I’d ever experienced just kept coming. It had to be 2am when I ended up following the ladies to the lower level of the chateau and then, through what could. By the time she think little bit about her attitude. She felt sorry for him that she should not shout on him. He was not begging for money. And what is wrong in giving him one glass of water. But to do he left his door and she cant follow him for one glass of water. She again engaged but his mind was keep on remaindering her about her act. She was annoyed on herself she went to the door again and find that he was going back to the downstairs while coming back from the Top floor. She beckoned. It was the first time Margarita had spoken to me in this manner. "I don't know," I said. "I think many men would have reacted as I did, to your -- captivity." Some would, yes. Some others, I'm not so certain." It doesn't matter. You are safe now. We must look to your future. One of the things Carol emphasized tonight, and I agree, is that you must learn English, right away! Carol and Earl suggested you travel with me, on some of my trips in the rig, and learn to speak English that way." I would.