” I hated that term, it meant that they were buying secret stuff and no 12 year olds allowed to watch. I think my Mom and sister thought I was stupi..., I had noticed my sister’s changes in shape over the last couple years and had done what every 12 year old should do, “snoop around until you get all the facts.”I was totally unaware of when Wendy’s first bra showed up, or to be honest, or exactly what it was like. I was probably 8 and more focused on my own interests at that time. But at 11 my. Six months ago, Jim was deployed to Iraq with the National Guard. It was a little weird at first just me and Tracy there by ourselves but that quickly passed (Now I know at this point you probably think something happened between me and Tracy, nothing of the sort. Just stick with me, I’m getting there). It was Tracy’s encouragement to start my own business. I quit my last job at the beginning of June to focus on starting my own café. One week before July, my neighbor Erin came over to speak to. When I said ‘no’ she asked if I would take her to a local restaurant and then to New Lennox for the fair. I was happy to not have to make any decisions – it had been a long, hard day and I was thrilled to let her take control of our date. When I told her that, she gave me a strange little grin and her eyes started to get bright. “Really, honey?” she asked. Her voice got deep and throaty and she leaned across the front seat and nuzzled my neck as I drove. “You’d really let me be the boss. ” “I know that you are getting excited, but I need to remind you that I don’t want you to get any expectations that anything is going to happen.” “Yes, I realize that. After you leave, I will probably just get myself off. It will be in your honor.” And then he laughed. “You have very pretty hair. I love the way that you have it styled.” As we were lying there, he touched my hair and played with it in his hands. Then, he started to touch and lightly rub my neck. He pushed my hair back so it.