. Tonight Barbie looked even more beautiful than ever, as it she were lit from within.So both Sally and Barbie are lit from within? Is there a world s...ortage in glowing metaphors or something? Have you run out?She felt the blood rush to her ears with the heat of embarrassment. Which was stupid-- she didn't know any of these people, really. What did she care what they thought? Self-esteem building platitudes didn't stop her from feeling the shame, though, and she had to log out of SBL in order. There was lots of cake and plenty of teasing going on. There were some pretty wild going away presents to go with all the joking around. Then someone put a blindfold on me and it got really quiet. (What the fuck?) I was about to say something when a voice whispered, ‘Open your mouth.’ When I opened up a familiar taste touched my lips. The blindfold came off and there was Jilly standing there holding hir pretty lady stick all by hirself. S/he was wearing the same hot outfit she wore to the sex. The swell of her breasts through the transparent fabric distracted him as he bit into his favorite piece, the breast. “Anything new on your horizon?” he asked, biting into the chicken titty. She spooned mashed potatoes into the gravy they shared, licked the remainder and said, “Oh, I’ve just been porn-surfing on the net. I came across one of those B&D sites, you know, bondage and discipline things.” “Did that turn you on?” he inquired with a bite of coleslaw. “Some women seem to think they. Everyone was where they should be, but I went and screwed it all up. If you must know, Paul and I are not making love much at the moment. He's under pressure at work, and there's a bloke a work that I really fancy. Nothing at all has happened between us. He doesn't even look at me, but I can't stop thinking about him. It made me think about Paul and my marriage, and though I love him I don't think I fancy him anymore and I'm scared of missing out on excitement because I've been with just one.