It was pounded in during the middle thirties, just after the dust bowl. The deep water levels were low. They had to go searchin' for it." The water wa... cold and sweet.I sat on a tractor a lot. She had an old Ford with a four-bottom cultivator. It was small enough to go under the walking wheel while I chewed up the weeds. Everything was planted with the same distance between the rows so that the tractor and implements wouldn't crush any of the crops. If I wasn't on the tractor then I was taking. Why you ask? Well the healing cannot start until you totally and absolutely release that which is sickening you! Think about it? Pneumonia cannot heal until your fed full of antibiotics and things to stop your lungs from filling with fluid right.Well that same exact way of healing mentally applies just the same.In order for your mind to heal from your sickening pent up mental condition the disease(trauma, etc.) must be free of your minds holding it so tightly consumed.Now that said, Yes Patti. Of course this liberty was extended to the men as well if that’s how they felt.The reasoning behind all this new liberty on the airline was due to the fact that it all just made for a much more pleasant flight - especially the long haul ones. For years there had always been trouble with the male passengers ‘accidently’ touching female hostesses on their legs and rear ends as they moved up and down the aisle. This sometimes led to messy lawsuits and ultimately just bad publicity for the airline. And because of how I felt about my own breasts, that thought truly terrified me! At the time, I was literally ashamed to let any boy see what my bare breasts looked like--much less a real jerk, like Freddy.But I also knew that Freddy most likely wasn't going to give me a choice in the matter. If he wanted to see my titties, then I had to be prepared to suck it up, and show "my girls" to him. And I figured that Freddy would probably look at my droopy boobs for a little while, and that he might.