Panting.It was my hand I was looking at. Not hers. Mine.Thank God."Wot the fuck's goin' on with you?" sneered the whore. "Why don't yarelax?"I felt to...ally detached. My body had instantly formed a sweat. I couldfeel the droplets on my forehead.This was too much. I didn't like it. I didn't want to be her. I didn'twant to be a prostitute. Why would I? I wouldn't.I pressed my hands to my forehead.Was it possible that I was being influenced somehow? Maybe I'dmisinterpreted the power of the Golden. Tony scared me. Oh no, not because he acted like some "wiseguy" or anything. No, Tony scared me because he was a take charge kinda guy and he reminded me of my dream lover. Tony got what he wanted and if he didn't, he'd just take it. There was a lot of times that I thought what Tony wanted was me! Every time he saw me, he'd devour me with his eyes. The girls know what I mean. Some guys, when they look at you, you know they're mentally taking off your cloths and seeing you completely naked. You. And then Lily stopped and looked up to me, her eyes warm and moist. I knelt down before her, and holding her head to mine pressed our lips together. Lily has exceptionally soft, full lips and I could feel her trembling as we kissed. Her mouth parted, and I reached out gently with my tongue. Lily reached back. Our tongues swirled together waltz time, first between our mouths, then in hers, then mine. The only sound was our breathing, strangely synchronized. And I could feel her arms around. Pat sat down on a chair. Dean wandered in and sat on the window sill while his wife studied the work in progress closely."I always knew you'd be good, and you are good. There are two things I like. You're still learning, you're still experimenting. Don't ever stop. The other thing is, you can do horses and you can do people. Completely different, but you've got so you can do both just like shifting gears." Frankly, it's not that easy, but thank you for the compliment." I'm sure it's not, but.