I had never touched it with myfingers, fearing there will be bleeding. This was my eureka moment. I thought, why didnt i think of this before.No matte... how hard i'm pushing against the bedsheet, nothing is penetrating it. I was feeling much secure, and my initial fear had gotten away.The first few minutes that i started doing it, i wasnt feeling anything at all. Maybe because i didnt try to feel anything, i was scared. This was followed by anotherfew minutes where i felt a strange feeling,. But don’t go changing the subject. Why the hell are you doing everything wrong to find a man?’ ‘I’m not…’ ‘You’re not doing anything right, is what you’re doing. Or not doing. Or whatever.’ Julia waved her glass around and Belinda thought more wine was about to be spilt. Julia’s insistence on talking about her apparent lack of a love life was beginning to bug her. ‘If you would just trust me a little more, I could set you up with Troy. He’s your type…’ ‘How would you know what type I like?’. We were getting sweaty and our tongues were entwined. He held my head with his hands and inserted his tongue as far as he could. We didn’t care whether our friends were watching or not. We were just lost in the moment.Then we broke the kiss and I looked around and found out that my friends were gone. They were seated 4 rows ahead of us and one of my friends looked back and winked at me. We both smiled and being alone started kissing again. After two or three minutes, I started feeling his hands. We climbed into our sleeping bags, and I got warm right away. The girls, however, didn't have sleeping bags for as cold as it got that night. Crystal's teeth were chattering, so while my sleeping bag wasn't huge, I thought she could fit.I asked Crystal if she wanted to climb in my bag, and she commented, "I thought you'd never ask."Crystal quickly climbed in with me; it took her a few minutes to stop her shivering, but her body finally calmed, and we settled into a comfortable position. Nancy's.