But by the time I considered this it would have been clear to one and all. By then my husband knew where the fault lay. Our always intermittent sexu...l relations had tailed away to nothing.When he died on a cold November night I was once again without resources despite our near sixteen years of marriage. My daughter was away at a young ladies establishment in Dorchester so I did not even have her support when the Welbeck cousin came to take possession of Deepwell. He could not of course turn. Isaiah and I decided to go back out for a swim but he seemed… hesitant of everything now. He opened up to me about his past and how he was terrified he’d hurt me like everyone else but I pleaded that none of that mattered to me and that it was a little too late for him to be thinking like that. By that I meant the life we had, our marriage, our son, the fact that I knew too much already, and our daughter… I hadn’t told him about her. He made shapes with the water through his elemental skill. All the while his eyes were going from mine to my breasts to my legs and back.My gaze went from his eyes to his crotch,but his sweatpants were bunched up and I couldn't tell what he was packing.He guzzled the last half of his screwdriver and when I started to get up he stopped me and said,"No,you relax.I can find everything."When he came back,he sat right next to me and I thought "hmmm".Then he started telling me about his girlfriend,Bobbi,who he's been dating for a year."She's cool and all,but. It was very secluded with tall walls on one side and a privacy fence on the other. “How did you know this spot,” Nathan asked. She shrugged as she laid out her line and snorted. “Uhh!” she moaned as she jerked her head up and her eyes rolled. She wasn’t listening. Nathan’s hand went back to her cunt and he called her one, “Are you a cunt?” Leila moaned on the effect of her rush and nodded yes. He kept rubbing, trying to arouse her and get her to focus on him. “Is that a yes? So, you saying.