”“You are,” Kim answers.Moira comments, “I don’t understand how other cultures do things like that.”“There are things we do that they co...sider just as bad, and they don’t understand.”“Such as,” asks Moira.“Censorship, we allow anybody to have uncensored porn, to read up on how to kill people without getting caught or how to make explosives. We pretend everybody is responsible enough. If we were morally upstanding, there wouldn’t be any reason to read such things, and we wouldn’t care if they. .. we never do that." You do now," I responded."I... I don't know how to approach this."I had expected some resistance and trepidation."You tell him you have a special dessert planned tonight," I instructed. "When the time is right you get him to have a seat at the table and give him drink or glass of wine. You go to the bedroom and put on one of his dress shirts and some high heels, nothing else. You know what to do from there." I don't know... what to do, I'm not sure." You sit in his lap,. .my shyness poking through the veil of alcohol...but he quickly and sternly said, "No, I like them on." Of course.I left it on and took off my shirt, revealing a cheetah print bra with my C cup breasts squished inside, then I undid my shorts and slid them off. I had never gotten completely naked in the open and light for my first time with anyone before...Actually, I had only had sex with 4 men at this point. Finally I undid my bra and slid down my black lace panties, looked over at him and. "I know you liked Shelly a lot," she would say. "I know she hurt you when she left you for a nigger; but, there are othergirls out there! Forget about her. She's made her choices. She'll be sorry one day, too, about those choices! So, find another young woman, Jimmy. Stop pining away for that little slut. She's definitely not worth it."He knew his mother meant well, but he was still obsessed by Shelly, and though she'd left him for a black guy, that was really a part of why he remained obsessed.