My hand instinctively smashed the top of it, turning it off. I sat up in bed and checked the time. 11:34. I got up and walked to the bathroom, without...even bothering to close the door as I had my own bathroom in my room. I did my business and brushed my teeth. As I finished, I stopped and looked at my self in the mirror.My name is Paul Allen and I’m 16. I’m an only child. I have short brown hair and I’m about 5’10”. I weigh about 190 lbs and I’m pretty athletic. My body has a lean and hard look. I was losing my head, why wouldnt I when Im seeing the boy Im falling in love with biting back tears because of some problem I dont even know? Ive never felt so helpless and useless in my life, and it was frustrating. It was painful. >,>,>,>,>,>,>,>, Abe, Im lost. Care to elaborate, little brother? I talked to my older brother, Abe, about my little predicament. I didnt even hesitate to tell him that I liked Johnson a bit too much than is friendly. Big bro Abe was chill with it. In his home.There was another knock on the door. Phil groaned and slung his arm into a robe, pushing up from the couch where he’d passed out after putting a hurting on that bottle of rum after she left. But when he got to the door, he just about shit a brick. Devin and her mom were at his door.‘Oh shit, oh shit, did she tell? Did Debbie find her drunk? Oh no, I am so fucked. Oh God I am going to jail, everyone is going to know what happened ... I am going to get pounded in the ass by a bug. There was really no point in keeping it on. I took it off and absently dropped it on the floor. I arched my back and lifted my arms up, stretching high in the air. I brought my arms down and touched my chest to see how sticky it was as I rubbed my wet nipples. God, my nipples were on fire. Jolts of electricity made me flinch every time I touched one.Suddenly I remembered I had an audience. I looked up at Joe and his eyes were fixed on me, boring a hole in my body. I felt like a young fawn being.