You're so much kinder than he is; I can see it in your eyes.”“I commanded you to strip for my wife, and made you pleasure her with your mouth, som...thing I could see you resisting until the Collar took over and forced your compliance. In what universe was that an act of kindness?” Brian said, shaking his head. “I'm not kind, except maybe a kind of monster.”“No sir, that's not true at all!” Cindy exclaimed. “I've been with four different men since college, all the way, and not one of them made me. I don't remember exactly what was said while I was being beaten but I was replying to say how right it was for her to punish me for my failings. Just as when I'd been beaten as school, the riding crop had the usual effect and almost immediately my erection returned.I lost count of the strokes, maybe a dozen or so, before she knelt next to me with a leather paddle and began to smack my arse. Then I felt her reach under the bench and for the first time in my life I felt another hand take hold of. My train came late around 11 am. When I reached there, she hugged me on the station and caught my hands. She was only 18. So there were some problems in finding the hotel but she had a lot of money so we finally got into a nice hotelShe told me to take shower. But I started kissing her. Her lips were red n very juicy. Her face had become red. I kissed every part of her face then kisses her neck. She started moaning. I opened her top and kissed her boobs from above.Then I tried removing her bra. His junk is of average size and he puts his all into pleasuring me, but often misses the mark. My daydreams put me back in David’s arms. I miss him, and the life that we had. So I will he to find a way to be in the right place at the right time to get a taste of that back. I know that I can never go back, Jewish law forbids remarrying a former spouse, and I doubt that he will leave his current wife for me. I know where he lives, and works. Perhaps I can be simplistic and visit him at his.