Mom always had boyfriends as far back as I can remember. Three or four of them lived with us at different times, but they never stayed for long. Then ...he met Butch, and he moved in soon after. Butch was Mom's first black man. He had recently been released from state prison, but Mom was crazy about him. I used to listen to them fucking every night. She was always hanging on him, treating him like he was a king, massaging him, kissing on him. He didn't like me much. He treated me nice when Mom. Tumhe uski massage karni padegi. Maine use mana kiya aur waha se jaane laga but then I realised ki mere kapde nahi hai. I begged Megha to give my clothes back, but she refused and kicked me in the balls. I was crying on the floor gasping for air and pleading for freedom. Megha threw a gown on me and told ki 5 minute mein pehan ke kamre mein aao warna 2 laate aur padeengi. I got up, wore the gown and with a limp walk reached the other room.Room mein bilkum andhera tha aur bed pe leta hua admi. ...... Shit ! it must be my daughter and Sam ! But why the number ? I'll die if they've read them ! Do I ring the nimber ? As I calm down a bit it all seems a bit odd. I can't for a second imagine my daughter being up for that if she'd read my work. So it must be Sam but what does she want. Is it her number ? I had to wait 2 nights until my daughter left her phone on charge in the kitchen and went to bed. I descended and looked up Sam's number. No need to check, the number in my story was. And maybe all the girls are wasting their time. Could I be happy with someone besides you? Yes, of course. But would that MAKE me happy? No.”“Karin, you won’t accept the conditions,” I said.“Won’t I? I told you what would work with Jennifer and Elyse. If you can’t compromise in that way, tell me right now.”“Well, with Jennifer, who knows? Given her current state, that might not even be an issue. With Elyse, what you asked for is what she offered. But it’s more complicated. Kara asked to.