At the end leaving inside her a very special present as I filled her womb with my baby making cream. We rested for awhile before going at it again sev...ral times in that day. We didn’t get out of bed till late in the evening to have a late dinner. That is why the retreat was important it was a chance for us to really be together none of this pretending like we have to do now, To enjoy our relationship as we should be without worrying we will be caught or get in trouble because we will be. She reached for it, but before she could I threw it on the floor and stamped it out. “I’m the only way you’ll ever get to smoke any of these anymore.” I flatly told her. “Where do you wanna do it?” she quietly asked. I grinned victoriously. I told her to get up. I grasped her hand in mine like a couple would do. I ordered her to lean on my shoulder as I slipped two cigarettes into her back pocket, taking my time to feel her nice ass. We started to walk towards the park. A lot of my friends. The hot humid air was sweet with the sensual smell of flowers. I gently caressed my cock with anticipation, as I drove an hour to the adult theater. I was relieved when I arrived, nothing went wrong. I made it without being pulled over by the police, or my car breaking down. Part of the thrill was that I knew if I were to get caught, I would suffer the greatest embarrassment and humiliation of my life. Deep down I want that kind of degradation. I don't know why.My hands perspired, my heart. He must be very near the toilet door and have been noticing I am keeping my sari, blouse and petticoat on the door top! I was a bit shaken by his voice and quickly wrapped the towel around my completely naked body though I was quite secure behind closed doors of the toilet. I replied in a meek voice. Me: No, no, its okay. Sanjeev: What okay Madam, you will feel fresh wearing the new set. But Madam, do not take a bath now, as before ‘diksha’ you have to take a bath. I gained composure by that.