You’d be surprised what I liked--not loud rock and roll or punk, but I really liked Ani Difranco and The Beatles. I loved, “ Let’s do it in the ...oad” and I’d sing it so loud and laugh. It was so raunchy and funny at the same time. Janine and Tristan always made fun of my taste, but I didn’t care. I still like those songs, but my taste changed as I got older. It always felt good to straighten up my room, something I did when I was upset and felt my life was a mess. Anyway, I went to the window. “Cully-boy, now you call me ‘mama’ please.”And it felt right, felt comfortable. She hugged us all, but I noticed the hug twixt her and Tommy was not as tight as I’d expected. He was distant from her I could sense it from the doorway.“Tommy believes she won’t let him grow up, Cul.” After I’d inquired as to what the problem was.Put like that told me Girl didn’t agree with Tommy.About a month later after another Saturday visit with mama, we loaded up and took off for home.“Where shall we eat,. "While I was there I got a chance to watch them living together. I mean I made a point of trying to listen in on them when they didn't know I was there." Thanks, buddy." This is what I get for having friends. "Real classy." John, you went from not wanting anyone near you to having a houseful of kids living with you. What the hell was I supposed to think?" Nothing!" I snapped. "It's none of your fucking business who lives in my damn house!" Right. And I'm just supposed to let some con artists. Kissing and making out with a man makes the experience more naughty and taboo for me. Plus, I feel like a male human being and I are connecting in a differently erotic and exciting way than if we were both connecting with a female human being. Just as a woman and I can kiss passionately, feel our knees get weak and fall back on the bed and have very hot sex, I get the same feeling when I do it with a man. I am that way to this day. I much prefer men who are not afraid to be intimate and.