Jiju: that’s fine.(Again door bell rang. Didi and children came. Rakesh namaste to my didi respectevly.)Didi: hi Rakesh bhaiya how r u?Rakesh: good ...o see you. Tomorrow going to Mumbai and came here to meet vaibhav for some official reason.Didi: Aruna you must go with Mr.Rakesh to MumbaiRakesh: ya bhabhi, here just we decided that Aruna came with me to Mumbai.(Rakesh gone, Jiju goes to bedroom, I & didi doing all our household things. )I geneuanly thinking about what will do jiju at. Growing up and even now, I find myself looking to please people and defer to others cause I've always found making decisions for myself difficult and scary. In most every relationship I've found myself in I've been the bottom, serving someone superior to me, a total omega. Adding to all this my conflicted sexuality in feeling feminine yet trapped in a horrid male body. I've always seen fit to stay in shape as I've figured if I must make do with this male exterior I might as well treat it well. I started gently pumping back and forth as Sheila cupped my balls in her hand and stuck her head in between my legs seeking them out with her mouth.June writhed beneath me pressing her cunt up to meet my cock as I thrust into her, Sheila still eagerly licking and sucking my goollies. Then Sheila let my sack drop from her mouth and drew back from between my legs, then I felt a sharp slap on my arse as Sheila started swearing at me and calling me “a fucking naughty bastard”. June pushed up at me. My mother-in-law was conflicted, she liked me but she had to coverup for her daughter. I tried to talk to her but she would dismiss me by saying, "My daughter loves you very much."It started with me not sleeping at night and then not eating like I should. I lost weight, my eyes became dark and sunken. Looking into the mirror, I saw a face of death. Lacking sleep, I became confused and began to speak incoherently.My mother-in-law didn't like what she was seeing in me so she brought me to visit.