.can u help me? " Of course like a good boy I accepted and got my fingers on it ready to pull. I try to pull but it wouldn't budge, I try again and no...progress, tried again and still got no where. So I rolled up my sleeves and told her to hang on and I put one hand on the zipper and the other on my wrist to help pull it up. She looks straight into the mirror as I get ready to pull. I pull with all my might and the zipper is going up but its resisting so hard that it makes a hateful noise and. ’ She nodded and leaned forward on the chair. It was my turn to be honest and put myself on the table like she had. I also had been thinking about it over these years. Not as hard as she did, but still, never the less. It was in the background. ‘I got to work that day and the new copiers weren’t ready and the client wasn’t ready for them either. I fixed one of them and decided to come home for lunch. Driving past our block, I saw two cars in the driveway. Yours and an SUV. I tried to talk. He looked angry, until he saw my dress. The leer returned to his face in an instant. His eyes scanned my body as though the dress was a sign of my surrender. I know what he's thinking. I dressed to please him. He must assume that I've also resigned myself to being his sex slave. I haven't. I can't.His eyes swept over me and he said, "That's more like it. Or at least it's a step in the right direction. We'll have to go shopping. You need a new wardrobe, some more appropriate clothes to wear.. .” It looks like Riya has not been praying properly to God with sampoorna Bhakti, She has disappointed the fire, water, and earth gods! ”My mom looked at me with angry eyes and asked Swamiji if there is any way to make the gods happy again. Swamiji looked at me and then told” She will have to perform pooja in order to make the gods happy. “Mom said,” No problem Swamiji when can we do the Pooja??”. “It can be done today since today is a New moon Day, leave her in the ashram and you can go back.