She had a really nice house which was spotless and she took great pride in showing us photo’s of Abi, “She can be quite handy if she’s in the ri...ht mood” she said with a naughty look in her eye and I think I totally got where she was coming from, “She will be home later so you will probably meet her” she continued in an impeccably posh voice and I was somewhat in aww of her which needed to change as I was interviewing her, I needed to be a bit assertive when needed.We went into the lounge where. I watched as she slowly continued to open and close her legs, each time spreading them slightly further. I was transfixed on the sight which I knew was soon to come. Suddenly her legs snapped together and it shook me out of my daze. Quickly looking up I saw her staring at me, but this time I couldn’t look away. I was so embarrassed. Then I realized that she was smiling at me, and with a wink she spread her legs again ever so slowly. I couldn’t believe it, she was actually sitting there in a. I'd come here two years ago to settle Dad's estate and decided to stay; Chicago hadn't worked out very well for me.As I neared town, I had to detour over fallen trees and debris on the road. I lit the bubble rack so people could see me. My headlights barely pierced the blackness as I got to the crest of a small hill east of town and stopped, looking over the valley below.Most of Gardner was simply ... gone. It was only 7:30 in the evening, but the clouds and rain made it seem like midnight. The. I loved her too much to ask her to sacrifice any happiness that came her way for the hope that I would return. I wanted to wait, but I didn’t want her to. I also didn’t know how to explain that to her in a way that didn’t sound like I was dumping her. I wasn’t any good at this. My last attempt almost got us both arrested. I had avoided situations like this before by never getting serious with anyone. Now that I found someone I couldn’t live without, I was getting a crash course in long distance.