She still has them. Such as? Such as how she told her husband she was ill and would stay home. Not badly ill, no dear, just a little indisposed and he...dachy. You know. No, I don't need to see the doctor. I'll call you later.She remembers light. The sun rising to an almost cloudless sky, shining pink light, then white, on the house, light that flitted into the light interior and reflected off furniture and glass knick-knacks, that filtered into her shower while she prepared herself for her. Went up to the room to use the phone.... Called Joe he was upset!! He got a shower after work and was getting dressedHis girlfriend came home and caught him in her panties!!! And she freaked out telling him the wedding was off and she was going to tell his family...After an hour Joe called me back said he wanted to come over. He had talked to his Girlfriend calmed her down she was going to stay at her girlfriend house for the weekend. He said finished getting dressed and be right over!I had. Finally she said I’ve heard about you and leaned in closer to me, “I overheard my grand daughter talking to her friend, Darlene, this young woman was talking about nice you gave to her and her friend, Jocelyn.” Before I could say anything , she put up her hands, “I’m not here to judge you, the young woman is definitely old enough to know what she wants, but she did say how big your private parts were” she said with a twinkle in her eye, as she looked me directly in my eyes and licked her. The fact that it still hurts inside means you're still fighting it. You're not all those things as long as you keep fighting it. The General is messing with your head. He's trying to break you into becoming a whore."She spoke vehemently: "If I ever get away, I never want to be sexy again for the rest of my life." You mean you're going to sew it up and join a convent?" I asked. "That seems like a waste of your life. You don't strike me as the deeply religious type. Are you really gonna let that.