FirstMike came in my mouth and I sucked and swallowed to ensure none was left. Mike, I later learned, stuck a finger inside Jo as he probed her and th...s sent her over the edge and she sucked harder as she came. This sent me over the edge andI loosed cum into Jo’s mouth which she duly swallowed.We all, then, took a moment to catch our breathe and our joyous start. This was not for long though and we repositioned ourselves so Jo could suck Mike, Mike could suck me and I could pay attention to. Adam leaned over onto his side so that he could face Harry properly. Gazing into his tired green eyes he asked, “What’s with the philosophical mood this morning? Usually I just get a cuddle” He smiled.“Hmm,” Harry answered, “no reason, I just want to talk to my boyfriend for a while” he smiled back.“Aww well aint that sweet” Adam mocked, making a silly face like that face that people make when they see a new-born baby, or a puppy. Harry laughed uncontrollably, “Oh shut up” he said feeling a. " And then she hung up the phone.I stood with the phone in my hand, staring at it. What had I done? More to the point what had she said. "Well then, be ready when I get home?" Is that really what she said?Yes. It was. She had said "Just for once say what you want," and I did. Ok then. I have ten minutes. She wanted it too, she wanted to be submissive; if I was to believe the magazines she was reading.I walked into our salon-living room. We read and watch TV here. I was clean, having showered. I had assumed that our relationship would just keep on going, but life is full of surprises. So, I settled in to live the life of a single father, and make the best of what life still had to offer.Nevertheless, the lonely ache never really left. It hovered over me like a cloud. I tried not to let on to my daughter that I was lonely. I didn't want her to feel as if I was being unfaithful to her mother by wanting joy again in my life; the sort of joy that could come about through another.