Part of me agreed with that, which would make it harder to convince him; after all, I still had my job, a superior whom I disliked had been removed, s... I was better off.Too many moments though still upset me; my overreaction at the accident, Teresa's comments, in her anger was she just trying to hurt, or did she and maybe others, regard me so. The worst bit, without doubt, was my conversation with the police at the park bench, I wasn't sure that I would ever be able to sit there again without. It felt more like a joining of two powerful forces into one ultimately powerful unit. It seemed, at the time, that we became one whole being; not two individuals, or even two parts of something bigger than either of us could imagine. They say that things become more than just the sum of the parts. It was kind of like that; but much more, and much stronger, too. It is so hard to explain, it has to be experienced even to come close to understanding what this felt like, or what it meant to us. Transperent.Yehi pahanke theri gand ki ronak dhekhna aur ek photo fi lena.Mene boli”nana photo kuch nahi””Sirf gand ka.Chehra ki nahi lega” usne kaha.”Ok ok” mem fi boli fir ek auto leke hum flat me ponchugaye.Chavi leke door kholi andher chale door andher se lock ki.Is samay angrej ne meri peeche se pakadli aur gardhan me chmbi dena suru ki aur dono chuchi ko dabane laga.Mene meri gand uska lund ka thara lejake ragadthi rahi”Ab chalo bed room me.Kapde badalthe hai.”Usne wohi nighty muje diya. I kept thinking of what to do but couldn't come up with anything. The weekend came and went. I was thinking how she had her date with this Jerry guy and there wasn't really anything I could do. I just needed to get through the wedding weekend and hope that she chose me.Mom called me on Tuesday and said Jake was sick. All he would do is just lie down. He wouldn't play with his rubber duck or anything. As soon as I got off work I rushed him over to the A-1 Clinic. Sharon was just about to close.