It flashed in my mind that if I could put up with everything going on for maybe a few weeks, a few months. Build a fine nest egg, then take off on my ...wn. I had even decided to do just that, even heartsick at the idea of Cary and Amiko together, obviously having sex. So I went and bought the old van, went home. I just loaded it up, easy to do when all there is is a couple of small suitcases. Then I drove away. Just like that. I didn’t even think about it, didn’t plan it. That just happened.. Maybe we can. she replied. I sighed. We stared at each other. Does this make us lesbians? Sara asked. Do you like boys still? I asked. Yeah. Then were not lesbians, were bisexual. Whats that? It means we like both boys and girls. Cool! Im a bisexual! I, yet again, rolled my eyes. *That night* -Saras POV- Maddi and I had our clothes on again, because sleeping in the nude meant nearly freezing to death. We popped a movie into the DVD player and sat back to watch. We sat side by side, with our. She had some back ribs ready to heat up and baste, along with coleslaw and a baked potato. Simple Saturday night food.I'd worked up a sweat in the garden and decided to shower again. I changed into shorts and a t-shirt for our supper. I had no plans beyond eating with my family before they left for their Saturday evening with their friends. I had no clue what I would do here by myself. Saturday night television was notoriously weak. Maybe I could find a movie.I was lying on the sofa, watching. Millicent was the widow of a merchant who had died four years previously from diphtheria. Millie was younger than Connie Spooner and quite attractive. She had a lithe, willowy figure and these big brown eyes that radiated smoky sensuality. I couldn't help but fall in love with her. Millie was an incredibly bright and educated woman and she challenged me constantly to read and advance my knowledge. One of my fondest memories of those halcyon days was of us snuggled under a blanket as I read to.