Charlie broke away and holding her hand, led Nat towards the rocks at the foot of the cliffs."Where are we going?" asked Nat."Not far," came the reply... "trust me." And with that, Nat could see where they were going. Ahead of them was a large flat rock at the top of the beach, roughly square and about 3 metres wide, the top of it about a metre high. They soon reached it and Charlie turned her round so her back was against the rock, his hands on her waist."Jump," he said. Nat bent her legs and. Flirting, or even a working girl?" Nobody dresses and sits like that, day after day, in a public place, unless they want to send a message. Go past a time or two, smiling, and if she smiles back, improvise. Yes, I know that you can't make assumptions based on dress alone, but you wouldn't do anything that wasn't clearly consensual."Be back in a minute and we can talk some more." Vanessa went off to the ladies' room, and, when she came back, handed me a small remote control. I realized it was. We had the most open talk I had ever had with my mother. I told her about how useless Adam had been. She told me she had had a lot of guys like that, and told me not to be in a hurry, as the right guy will come along.A few days later, she took me to her doctor. He was good, he asked me lots of questions, then sent me home with a prescription for the pill. I think I was the last of my friends to go on it.A few months later, though a work colleague, I met a guy called Maximilian; everyone. I squirmed on the bed asthe bodice clung tightly to my torso and the soft pleats gingerly caressedmy thighs.Can you see why I wanted this? It was exciting, it was thrilling. It wasforbidden! It was necessary.Things progressed pretty quickly. Before long I was dressing fully inwoman's clothes. It seemed like I had to now in order to get fully erect.That voice inside my head warned me. "These obsessive thoughts have got tostop." But I didn't listen.At this stage my mental state was pretty.