Within myself I am saying, ‘I love you, I love you.’ There is burning desire such as I have not felt since long ago when someone loved and desired...me. He was coming to me. A plane crashed and he was no more and my life meaning ceased. I am looking deep into Dionysus’ eyes… deep pools of liquid green. He is looking into my eyes and wordlessly he is asking, ‘Do you wish us to make love?’ ‘Yes,’ my mind replies. We are unmoving and tranquil. Our eyes continue to hold each other in their gaze. I am. When I got into bed, I dozed off for a few hours, but at about 3 o'clock I was tossing and turning with a rock hard cock, thinking about Ray's sexy ass sleeping downstairs. All I was thinking about was his beautiful smile, sexy hairless abs, and long hairy athletic legs. He was so hot and I just knew I needed his sexy ass right then and there. It was a little after 3am when I got out of bed and headed down the stairs. At this point my brother was fast asleep and snoring, so I knew we were good. "Well no don't feel bad. I have had a crush on you for so long, I mean I find you very hot." I exclaimed without thinking. "I just thought we could hang out together, I was not trying..." "No no it is okay. I was not thinking that at all, it is just these hormones. The wind blows and I get turned on." I said feeling like the more I talked the more stupid I sounded. "I know what you are saying, I had two younger and two older brothers growing up, it was all hard-ons and jizz." Tracy said. We sat. I brushed out my dark honey shaded hair and turned around in the mirror, trying to dissipate my nervousness.A knock at the door caught my attention and I considered giving my mother one last argument to not come down. I gripped the knob, parted my lips, and opened the door.Damien was smiling down at me, his hand resting on the door frame. I felt warm all of a sudden.“Hey, your mother said it’s time to come down.” he said, his tone casual, as if the last half hour had not occurred. Hopefully he.