Men and women alike desired you, and I was no different. I went to sleep at night dreaming of you, waking up each morning with my panties not just we..., but soaked through, the musky smell of sex pervading my senses. I had taken to sleeping with a thick towel on top of the sheets to soak up my juices. The thought of making you mine was constantly in my thoughts. I finally came to you and told you what I wanted. Told you I wanted to ravage you, but you laughed in my face. “I will never do that.. John sat me down at that kitchen island. Telling me I was in for an areal treat. Michelle looked to John as she said he was not getting any treats if he did not wash his hands first.”Yes mom, ” John replied jokingly. John left to wash his hands. I thought what a special bond the two of them had formed over the last year. I was her mother but John was her everything. John returned and Michele served us those German omelets. John was right they were to die for.After breakfast, Michelle asked John. So, in an odd sense I suppose, youcould think of all this," she indicated the bookstore with a wave of herhand, "and the modeling, too, as a tribute to him. However all this turnsout you know he's getting a good laugh out of it." Her big hug was alittle unexpected, but very much appreciated.For the next week after the funeral and all the relatives and friends hadgone, my sister and I began the task of disposing of Dad's stuff. It wasreally both of theirs, Mom's and Dad's, since he had kept. I enjoyed the feeling but didn’t want to miss more of the sunset. I opened my eyes without moving and found the sunset partially blocked by a someone standing between me and the sky. I was annoyed that someone would take this pleasure from me. As my eyes focused on him his features separated him from the silhouette he first formed on my mind. I realized he was facing me and not the sunset which was unusual for someone just standing on the porch. He looked to his right also at the glass and I.