Pretty big, though."I nodded, "Yeah and that's deliberate on our part. We're hoping to have a big family. We don't want to buy a house and then have t... sell it and buy a bigger one later. This is for keeps."Kasia and the agent came back from whatever they'd been doing and then it was handshakes all round and we all headed off; the agent to her next appointment and us to dinner. In the joy of implementing our plan we'd overlooked the decision on where to eat so there was a brief hiatus while we. I'm still numb inside knowing we almost said... ... goodbye.I'm confused and angry when I realize how much we've changed, never mind the effect it has on me when a certain somebody start scolding me like I'm a stupid little child. You know you advantage of how I respond to it, as you very well know - you naughty naughty girl!But, seriously, Our fight has my tummy in knots and I'm not sure I can do what you asked of me. I've really thought a lot this afternoon about your accusing me of playing. I'm... afraid." Of sex?" He spoke softly; with no hint of any lurid innuendo or the ambiguity a young girl faced with many men when the subject turns to sex."Well no,... maybe yes but also... everything that goes with it. I'm... not ready." For a commitment?" She shrugged again, while becoming more and more mesmerized by his eyes. They seemed to draw her somewhere warm and comfortable. "Did you have a good childhood, loving parents and so on?'"Yes, no problems there." What happened when you. E.O. might own if he was just a little humble. Thanks… uh, wheres the bathroom? I asked. I wanted to make a pit stop before I charged out into the pool. Its right down the hall on the left. Thanks Mr. Paris, I nodded, and I stepped past him and headed in the direction he indicated. I gave the door a knock when I reached it, and after a moment I pushed the door open and stepped in. I closed the door behind me as I started to slide my swim trunks down. I stepped up to the toilet, raised the lid,.