I am so sick of pretending. I'm still the same guy I've always been.------------------July 16thYesterday was the worst day/birthday of my life. I got ...runk and kissed Matt. He won't return my calls or texts. I'm fucked. When school starts.....I feel like killing myself. Everyone is going to know. Brandon Mackinaw already asked me for a blowjob at work yesterday. I think he was serious too. I feel like crap.------------------July 19thMy mom and I had an argument last night. She called me a. This got Debbie even hotter and bolder. She start to move her lips as she kissed Jen. Then she let her tongue lick Jens lips. Jen let her mouth open and allow Debbie's tongue enter her mouth. Their tongues start to do a delicate dance inside Jen's mouth. Debbie could feel her pussy getting very wet. She then let her right hand start to roam all over Jen's young firm body, the she moved it to rub Jen's pussy though her wet bikini bottoms. Seeing how wet the crotch of Jen's bikini was she started. He asked if I had ever put my fingers in my pussy. I thought “I wonder where he wants to take this now?” I said I had tried it once but quit after inserting one finger about an inch because it hurt. He asked how long ago I had tried and I said at least a year ago and maybe two. He said not to worry; I had probably grown a lot since then. Eric then asked to see my breasts. I knew that was coming as well so I told him there was not much to see as I lifted my t-shirt to show him the two. Another reason to accept his invitation for dinner.So, dinner with Dirty Harry it would be. At first, Mirella considered changing into one of her more revealing dresses which she normally used to attract informants, but then she thought Harry would probably notice the change of outfit and might draw the wrong conclusions from it. However, she decided to experiment with leaving her bra off. When she looked at herself in the mirror, she realized that the thin material of the blouse left her tits.