Maybe mom has had more sex than her, I don’t know. I spread the pussy a little more and her inner walls looked so juicy. My penis was pumped so much... all waiting to enter this heavenly hole. She had a tiny clit. I knew rubbing the clit will turn on any woman. I took my tongue and I placed the tip on her clitoris. This time Shalini moaned “uuhhhh” and she clearly enjoyed it. I asked her if she did, but she didn’t reply. I kissed her pussy and then I was smooching it. She saw her husband was. And he's so happy with her... And he doesn't know... And...” With every word I said, I felt a new lump growing in my throat. My voice became heavier again, until my words were swallowed by sobs. “Shhh...” my father whispered, “just let it all out, my darling. It helps a lot.” He stroked my cheek. I looked at him with tear-filled eyes. He smiled kindly. “Your first real love, right?” he asked. I nodded my head yes. “I remember my first love like it was yesterday. We were a group of three. . Derek nudged me. "I'm going to waken the others for stand-to, get your gear on".I started to pack up everything bar the gun. We had arranged it so that Cincinnati and Nobby used their kit to put up the basha. Now they would pack it all away for dawn stand-to. If we had been on a long term op we would have dug in and stayed quiet and still, but since this was a temporary position we used the drills for short term locations. We had our kit on, bergans beside us, and everyone took a fire. He did not appear to be terrified in the same way the others were. At times, a brief half-smile seemed to tug at the corners of his mouth. This one, she decided, would bear watching.Five 'ladders' were laid down. The men, with their arms bound behind them, were to squat onto the wooden pricks rising up. Similar to the women's torment, the men were expected to impale themselves on the dowels, taking them as deeply in their rectums as possible, and hold the position for five seconds before moving.