I know people are going to complain again, but I can’t do much about it at the moment. I gave her big veiny belly a quick kiss just now.Yeah, yeah, ...e’ve had an accident too, as I hinted in my earlier comments. That’s another reason why I haven’t been writing so much, this situation certainly provides its challenges. Luckily I’m older than most of the guys in the videos so I can probably cope with it better... I’m back again, since I have to at least provide some kind of an ending I guess. The. "So Maryland you must be proud of our daughter today on such a big day." I said. She finally smiled and started to warm up. "I am so nervous about today. Usually I am so talkative. I am also not use to having such a handsome man be my date for the evening" Maryland said. I just nodded and let her talk. I had a few beers and ate my prime rib and Maryland kept talking.It turns out her husband died having a heart attack from smoking all his life. She loved him and had not been on a date for 35 yrs. . Wait a sec, it was coming back to me.I grappled ahold of the insubstantial concept, not permitting the universe from distracting me this time, as it seemed surely that it was so trying, with all kinds of noise, ambulance siren very near, noisy jet flying low overhead, car alarm right in my ear, and sights; wind blowing up a skirt, child chasing ball into roadway, a UFO.I just stubbornly held tightly to the insight, not getting distracted by how world-changing it was, just teasing out and. 10 pm I left her home with sad mood. She called me on a way and said sorry honey I want to have sex with my future husband only, please try to understand. I said Ok…We always talk on phone, and she wanted to meet me again. I said no I will not come if u can’t do sex. She said no sex please, but you can play with my pussy as much as you want and I will let you touch your dick with my pussy.I accepted it and after few days I caught a bus to Chandigarh again. This time I made a final decision to.