She asked me if I was serious. I told her that I was and when she said that she was single and looking for a life partner I told her that I was too. S...e was very polite and shy at first. She seemed charming, young, and sincere. I told her I was not rich and she replied that she would be very satisfied with a modest and simple life style. She spent a few hours every night chatting up western men from her internet café in downtown Makati. It was love at first sight and we hit it off right away.. She is 34-30-36. Little chubby. Whitish in colour. And she has very pretty lips that any guy wanna kiss for hours.We started chatting about sex. She asked me about my past experience. I told her that I had my gf and one 32 age lady. She was impressed by my way of telling the sex stories that I had. She was really excited to me. I was also damn excited to have her in bed.After 3 months of frequently chatting, finally the D day has come. She had a business trip to Surat. I was way much excited to. Gambling started to become an everyday occurrence.I knew I needed to nip these tendencies in the bud before my behaviour and lawlessness became a downward spiral and led to debt..jail and misery!!I happened across an advertisement placed in an adult magazine an acquaintance had left in my flat it read...DO YOU MISS DISCIPLINE IN YOUR LIFE?HAVE YOU LOST YOUR WAY?DO YOU FIND YOURSELF WITHOUT PURPOSE?DO YOU FEEL THE NEED FOR ATONEMENT FOR YOUR BAD BEHAVIOUR?the ad signed off with a contact number. .phir achanak se usne mujhe dhakka deke dur kar diya or jane lagi. maine use kamar se pakad ke apni god me bitha liyamera khada land uski gaand me chubhne laga wo thoda sa ghabrane lagi. par maine use samjha liya or kaha ki main uske sath aisa kuch nahi karunga wo bekar me dar rahi haibas main to use husn ka nazara dekhna chahta hoon jisne meri rato ki nind uda rakhi hai par wo mana karne lagi. maine use bahot samjhaya tab jake wo razi hui or phir maineder na karte hue jaldi se apne kapde nikal.