And you were touching me... I thought..." Don't worry about it, but you were wrong. I wasn't starting anything." (But my cock was still hard.)There wa... no more to be said. I rolled onto my side and turned out the light again. Staying there on the edge of the bed with my back to Keith.After a minute or so, quietly, out of the dark, out of the silence:"I liked holding your hard cock"Now I was having same-sex fantasies again. I felt just a little ashamed every time I'd wanked off looking at men.. Steven grabbed her wrists quickly, guiding her hands back to his bulging jeans. “It’s ok,” he said, “you can touch if you like.” “I haven’t, er, I mean, no I thought-“ Steven cut her short with another kiss, sliding her hands up and down his shaft, as his tongue explored her mouth. He slowly released his grip on her wrists, Jacie continuing the motion on his hard cock through his jeans. His hands moved back to her hips, lifting her t-shirt up slowly, to let his fingertips graze the smooth. "We drove to the mall and Sam said she could find something at the Gap. I told her to spend as much of the hundred and fifty she still had for what she needed and I'd find a bench to wait on until she got back.I don't know how long she was in there. I had leaned back and was dozing when she walked up and sat on the bench beside me. I didn't even recognize her when she sat down.She was wearing a dark blue skirt with some kind of pattern in it. The skirt came about two inches above her knees. She. You fucking bastard' she sobbed. 'Shells,I do love you and only you.I know I've hurt you bad but I'll. spend the rest of forever trying to win you back,to prove to you how sorry I am. I'll do anything and I mean anything whatever it takes to show you I mean it, please Shells please' I pleaded with her now and meant it all.She was the most amazing woman I'd ever met or would ever meet. I could not lose her, nothing else mattered to me more than keeping a glimmer of hope that there could be away.