No Jake please cmon I love you we were having so much fun just now dont let him end this. I can make this work. I assured. How? Jake asked. I dont kno..., but Im going to make it work. Trust me. Stay. I love you dude. I said. I leaned in and kissed him, and we proceeded to passionately make out for 5 minutes, until I heard John yell. Cmon guys hurry up! John yelled, impatient as usual. Just follow my lead, I have an idea. Jake said. I love you too. I nodded and we went inside. Well John, you want. When Shannon did look at herself in the mirror, she didn't see herself as this sexy teenager, she saw herself as a gymnast. Sometimes, when her and Rob kissed, she would feel a stirring deep inside her. Feelings she had yet to explore. Everything she knew about sex was out of a magazine or what her friends said. One time during a heavy petting session, Rob tried to sneak a hand inside her panties. This was while he had one hand on her breast. She did feel a little pleasure when he palmed. I mean I think maybe I have a problem. I mean maybe I’m a sex addict!” “A sex addict?” he said a bitter smirk. “Don’t you think that sounds kind of lame?” “Please Dave, I’ll do anything to make this right again. Just give me another chance. Please don’t tell Justin. I love him. I want to marry him. And you know he loves me too.” Dave looked at me with a healthy measure of skepticism and disgust. “I’ll keep quiet about this because I know how much it would devastate Justin to know that his. “Helena, stop thinking about what you’re supposed to do, stop thinking about what you’re told to do, and stop thinking about what the world has taught you is right and moral. Join me or reject me, I don’t care anymore. I just want you to finally be free. Do what makes you happy and follow your heart and I will help you however I can, even if it means staying out of your life forever. I’ve spent my whole life lying, but these are the truest words I’ll ever say: Helena, I love you.”They stared.