My aunt gave me towels and led me to the bathroom. I was seeing my cousin, who was studying in a place very far from her home and staying in a hostel,...after a long time. I noticed her bodily changes. She is no more that lean girl who was bathing with me in this bathroom. She now has some flesh all over her body. Breasts are small yet attractive. Buttocks exactly fit her body. Standing under the shower, I moved my hands faster. My reddish head is now like a dim light appearing and disappearing. Rough!"I shook my head. "Merilee ... I am rough. I'm not slick and polished like some college guy. I come from a working class background and I'm not ashamed of it. I know I don't talk like the guys you're used to being with, but that's just who I am. So why wouldn't you expect me to be ... rough?"Now she was shaking her head."I'm not talking about how you speak. I'm talking about what kind of person you are. How you act around other people. I could see how close you are to your parents. You. We got to the office and Linda and Judy hugged each other. Linda thanked me a lot for coming in as she didn't want to have any problems over the weekend. I smiled and said, "no problem, though rates double on the weekend." she laughed and smiled and said, "don't worry we'll work it out." I took her to the treatment room and got to work. Judy said, "if you need me call me." I figured she was going to catch up on some of her work. Linda's problem was simple and only took about 20 minutes. As we. The insanity. How can I feel in heaven when he tells me he will talk to me after my mother goes to sleep?My mother announces her arrival and all I want to do is crawl in my bed and curl like a ball and just think about what happened. I wouldn't even need to touch myself. Not at first.Can't do that. I have to pretend I'm fine. She might think I'm still sulking over my breakup, but I don't want to take any chances. I get dressed, and as I do I realize my clothes are still in the bathroom. The.