I looked at her but she wouldn't return my stare. Denise looked shy as she took off her clothes in front of me. This change in her was arousing. I sto...d up and helped her undress. I pulled her onto the bed and she willingly let me. Still, she wouldn't look into my eyes. Instead, she touched my chest and sheepishly played with the spittle that oozed out of my cock. I attempted to pull her chin up but she shrugged away. I even tried to kiss her but she held my advance back. I noticed tears. Finally he got up and crossed the room, stooping to pick something upbefore returning and handing Tom a cloth doll."You can play with this," he said abruptly, then turned his back to Tombefore sitting again and turning his attention to a pile of plasticsoldiers. Tom looked at the doll in disbelief, realizing that hisstatus in Sean's eyes had been reduced to that of a little girl notworthy of his attention. That had to stop, and stop now.Tom scooted around to sit across from Sean and picked up. As he finished, his cock slid in me a little more, then he moved his hips side to side, then up & down like a manual gear shift. He made sure the shaft of his cock rubbed up against my clit, which in turn sent electrical impulses all through me & i felt my pussy tightening around his cock & by coincidence so did my legs tighten around the small of his back. I felt a hand down beside my left cheek of my bottom, as John started his rythm movement in & out of me i felt a finger rubbing my anus ! I. As you my reader will no doubt be quick to tell me, I was lying to myself, and I knew I was lying. My frequent feelings of sexual arousal when he was close, and his presence as my fantasy during masturbation, clearly demonstrated my failed attempts at self-deception. Worse than the straightforward sexual attraction I felt for him, I knew myself to be in love with him. That Jeremy had never demonstrated openly any feelings of sexual attraction towards me, was my last line of defence. When our.