A more rational part wondered if mourning would last his whole life, or how long was long enough to honor her memory.The weeks since The Game had forc...d Dex into more contact with the outside world than he had ever experienced, and forced him to be less introspective. The increased intrusions through his emotional defensive perimeter had forced some healing. It wasn't that he hadn't sought healing - he was just too focused on coping and forgetting.As was typical, Dex's decision was not based on. When I took off my coat he wasflabbergasted."Jasmine, you are the most beautiful woman in the world," he told me."Thank you," I said as I twirled around. "I have to be pretty to bewith such a handsome man."We chose a table next to the dance floor and he ordered drinks for thetwo of us. Again he paid for everything, and I enjoyed the idea that Iwas his date.We danced and talked for what seemed moments. Often I had my hand inhis. I enjoyed the slow dances better because he held me so close.. You have such marvelously big breasts. If I had to look at them while masturbating, I would of course mentally compare them to my own small ones, and thus I would feel even more humiliated.Cordelia: Okay, if you think that will help..Dawn: Whoa.. it is already helping.## Scene 10Cordelia's apartment. Dawn is completely naked but unrestrained. She is kneeling on the floor, head down, ass up, and is fucking her own ass with a big dildo. Cordelia is standing behind her, watching.Dawn: I am as. It was a simple open deck boat that ran twenty-six feet from bow to stern. It had a mast that could be raised into place or removed depending on the winds and five rowing stations where two men could side comfortably side by side. What we found washed the colour from the faces of Kessler and his men. The crew of the vessel had been slain. There were twelve men in the craft and all of them had been struck by arrows. Those that had not died immediately had been put down with blows to the head..