’ Ryan dropped into another chair. ‘It gives us more options, more possibilities.’ ‘I see that, but still, do we really need it?’ Nate asked... ‘We sound fine as a four-piece, we all know that. I think I like us better that way, the sound is more basic, more stripped-down, more . . . I don’t know. Honest, maybe.’ ‘I’m with him.’ Mitch nodded. ‘Not to mention, it would save us the hassle of interviewing and auditioning and then trying out any more Jasons.’ ‘Ryan, you’re right, but the truth is, no. The decision was not for Gascoigne to make. His investigation of me motivated the action, but it was for his superior officer to discharge the suspension once he had examined the file. John told me that I was no longer a suspect yet it took another week before the letter arrived informing me that I should return to duties.John was bitter when I handed him the envelope. He knew what it was without opening it."Andy, do you really have to do this?" Yes John. You know how it will be. I had hoped. " I chuckled to myself and sat back down in the bubbling froth. I'd pretty much anaesthetized her. Next time she would giggle at my noises, but do nothing -- until it was too late...Apparently, she and Heather buried the hatchet, too, because she took Heather to work the next morning -- which left Michael a latchkey kid -- and put him at my back slider around ten. I was sitting on the couch in the TV room, watching porn and trying to get a little relief, and had to bolt up and kill the TV then. And then on to the train. Only half an hour or so intoThe Hague, watching the lovely lowlands countryside roll by in the softmorning overcast. Flat fields with a few cows or horses, blocked intorectangles by bordering canals, canals winding through little towns,canals skirting the woods, canals ready for ship traffic that will comeduring the week, but are empty now. And always the windmills Mostly topump water, from one canal to another, some for grinding grain orspices, some - many - now just.