Mataoka and I are getting married.” I stated slowly.“Married? Oh my god, you haven’t! You can’t have!” ma implored. “The poor girl!”“N..., we haven’t“ Mataoka found her voice and there was an edge to it. “We need to marry first.” I knew she didn’t think my ma treated me fairly. I still don’t know if she knew who my real father was, or the circumstances in which I was made, though. Perhaps she’d have been softer and more understanding if she’d known?“We want to get married. We are going to farm. The only problem that I had was that I had just started giving myself my daily cock work out and was standing erect. “Lee, what are you worried about, I’ve seen it all before” Alison pleaded through the door.At 19 Alison had dated more guys than I had dated girls at 23. I stood looking down at my hard long cock for a few seconds then decided that I couldn’t let her stand there waiting. Stepping out of the shower, I unlocked the door then turned my back and headed to the shower. A second later. We would wank off under our desks quite shamelessly and I know she knew it. She wore tight jeans and a top that revealed her generous cleavage. She was blonde and obviously very sexual. We were virgin teenage boys desperate to fuck a mature woman just like her. When we reached the final week of our last term I told her I wanted to leave home and do an extra year at another college. She said I could lodge in her house, which was large and contained her young children and husband. I moved in. "Hi," I said softly and touched a hand gently to her cheek, "You're looking at me?"An obvious statement, but she understood and kissed my hand."You're worth looking at, I've been like this for an hour." You're making me feel guilty," I whispered, "You should have woken me."She shook her head,"No, I just wanted to look at you and watch you breathing, you're beautiful."I reached for her and we kissed tenderly, she tasted of me as I must have tasted of her."Am I allowed to say that I love you?".