As a knee jerk reaction, I put my hand on his crotch and rubbing him too. He asked me to relax, and leaned forward and started to kiss me. He had a st...bble and it kept poking me, but he kept kissing me passionately and then held me tight and kissed me more while fnishing to take off my shirt. I tried to unzip him, but by then he had unbuttoned and unzipped my jeans quite easily. he asked me to relax again and helped me out of my jeans and then himself; I was standing in my undies in front of a. The household chores didn't get done. Dishes piled up; beds went unmade and unchanged. Worst of all, I sat by Maggie's bed in the skilled nursing home and stared off into space. I had become useless to everyone.It was my Mother-in Law, Tess who pried me loose from my mired mind. "I'd send you to the doctor if I thought it'd help,"Tess said. "But what you really need right now is to get laid." I was jolted into reality. "What did you say? I love Maggie, and she..." "Oh shut up,"Tess growled. "I. I knew I was reacting.. and not just blushing. She moved closer and put her hand on my chest. “Would you like to kiss a girl?”“Yes”“How about a woman twice as old as you, a woman like me?”“I would be crazy to not want to kiss you, you are gorgeous” I said.“Do you really want to kiss me?“I do.”“Do you want me to teach you how make girls happy so that you have a lot of girlfriends?”“Would you do that for me? You have just met me. ““You are a nice k**. At that comment I felt very under her. “Lie on the floor and spread your legs,” he told her.Emi did as she was told, outwardly calm. Inside, she was a heaving mass of fear and tension. It must have shown in the way she lay - limbs stiff as rigor mortis, hands clenched - because Birch came and knelt down by her head. “Relax. This is actually going to be very pleasant for you. Now, shut your eyes.” Emi wanted him to hold her hand, to at least stay close by while she suffered whatever indignity he’d decided to inflict upon her,.