The British Legion will want to attend, I'm sure."I felt a bit bad that I had been making love to Julie while Grandpa took his last breath, but then I...realised that I hadn't known anything about it, and he would have been pleased that I had found a partner for life, as he had with Grandma.Grandpa's was the first family death; although it had been expected, it was still not a nice feeling realising that I'd never see him again.I shed a couple of tears in the privacy of the Gents, and washed my. ?Now Leona had really caught Sandra?s attention. She took in the blackhaired in with her eyes watchfully, silently for a long while beforespeaking. ?And why would that be? You?re not in this country without avisa are you?? It was a very pointed, very odd, specific question. Onethat caused a cautious stillness in the Italian who wasn?t Italian. Itwas a question that Leona understood to be very important to Sandra, evenif she had no idea why. She decided to tackle it honestly.?It?s my penis, you. After all, she didn't mind sharing her brother, but she wasn't about to give him up entirely.The conversation continued as they finished dressing and all the way down to the dining room, and covered many other topics as well, as they asked about his attitudes on many things. They both seemed fascinated with how he approached life and how he decided things. They were appreciative he seemed to take in everyone's opinion, but impressed that his decisions were always final. They were also touched. .. mmmmm."She didn't mind the words — she hardly heard them. She just felt the huge piston slamming in and tearing out, taking her beyond hurt and pain into a world where she did not exist. Did she come? Oh yes, she did — over and over. She came so often that she never knew where one climax ended or another began. She just floated on a bed of lava — moaning, sighing until she lost her consciousness. Or was it her mind?From Olga's diary:"Am I insane? I must be. My head is exploding with.