She wanted to go outside to take them. I very cautiously went outside with her. I said we could are them alone my car. She staggered to the car. We go... in. I locked the doors. She geve me two pills. I pretended to take them. She swallowed some, I do not know how many. I really wanted to get out of there. I was feeling uncomfortable. I started the car and started to drive away. She stuttered "What are you doing?" I told her I had more at my hotel room. She said " Oh good." We got to the room, I. I was being selfishbecause I don't want to lose you but it is your choice. It's not to lateto turn around. I can say the phrase and all of this will go away. I justhad that phrase installed so you wouldn't be overwhelmed. I've takencomplete advantage of you." She was a mess and I still had tears in myeyes. It was a lot to take in. She had decided for herself exactly how mylife should be lived out. She never asked and never gave me a choice.Thing is, my sister has always looked out for me. She. Finally I headed home and sat alone in my lounge room but her words kept spinning around in my head. Was I really sexually frustrated? I hadn’t had solo sex, as I called it, since before I was married. And a vibrator? Wow, I had seen them but never considered using one. Maybe I should try it. Was it sexual frustration or the wine that had me thinking?That night I had my shower and put on a flimsy nighty. I hadn’t worn it for years. Actually I was amazed it still fitted. I walked out into the. Lea-" She hung up and tried the house. "You've reached Jim, Donna and Mat-" She hung up and tried the cell. "Wh...what is it, Jess? Wha...what do you...want?" The moment she heard her friend's voice Jessica sat up in bed. "Donna! Oh my god, where have you been all morning? Every time I call I keep getting the damn voi..." Jessica stopped mid-sentence. There was an odd repetitive smacking in the background. She wasn't sure, but she could have sworn she heard a muffled moan. "Donna?" "I'm.