Jon left me alone for the first 30 or 40 minutes, then started checking on me every 5 minutes or so. Jon can tell when my pain turns to pleasure and w...en he realised that I was getting close to cumming he turned up the voltage a bit. Just at the point of no return Jon upped the voltage a bit more and I pushed down on my heels. I was stood there covered in sweat and almost screaming with pleasure.Jon had to hold me up after he'd untied my wrists. I really needed that long shower and sleep. As you undo and lower the back of my diaper my crying increases. It is a wonderful release for all my dreadful, rash behavior. As you lay the diaper back over my thighs, you realize I am still wearing today’s plug. It is pressed close against my hole. As you rub my cheeks you ponder if you should take it out before beginning. But then you realize that as I clench my cheeks with each spank, another feeling will run through me also. You can always remove it partly through if it seems too much. My arms and thighs would fill out. Myface would round-out and feminize. I would develop breasts, probably largeones based on my family genetics. If I did this, I would really appear tobe female and would be able to wear beautiful clothes and wear makeupwithout appearing to be strange. I would be able to express myself in afeminine manner and stop pretending to be masculine. If I developed enoughfemale fat I would not be able to hide it and would be able to throw-offthe male-drag I have worn for. Mistress Julie commands, ?Untie yourself, and clean up the mess. Leave the clothespins on.?I untie myself from the sled, and bring the bowl to the kitchen. I clean my face and clean up the food in the living room. I stand with my hands behind my back and wait. The weights tug on my sore nipples.Mistress Julie commands, ?Slave, kneel before us and hold an ashtray.??Yes Mistress Julie.? I kneel down and Mistress Julie hands me an ashtray.Mistress Susan swings one of the nipple weights with her.