..Ritchie” escaped from my lips. I was nearly done, but he stopped and looked up at me from the foot of the bed as I lay there panting. He didn't sa... anything as I sat up and started to undo his belt and unzip his trousers. He dragged them off from around his ankles and I pulled down his boxer shorts. I slowly traced his cock with my tongue before wrapping my lips around the whole thing. He let out a deep, loud moan that made me wetter than I already was. He kept moaning, at this time I didn't. ’ ‘Can we not do this right now?’ I asked quietly. ‘Okay, okay. Then what do you want to do?’ He looked at me through his heavily lashed brown eyes. Those brown eyes melted away all the frustration and made me smile. I grabbed his guitar and put it back in it’s case. ‘Just close your eyes, and lay back…’ I whispered in his ear. Slowly his eyes fluttered and shut. I ran a hand down his sculpted chest. I slowly kissed his soft lips and grabbed his hair with my hand. I slipped off my underwear. “Morning, kiddo. How did you sleep?”“Morning… I hadn’t slept this well in a long time.”“Wonderful, wonderful. You can sleep with me whenever you want. Don’t feel shy about it. Now come eat your pancakes.”Obviously, I get shy about it. I really want to go sleep with Jake but I can’t overcome a slight sense of shame I feel about it. I want Jake to hold me all night, I want to feel his warmth and his breath on my neck but something tells me it’s wrong. I shouldn’t be feeling like this about a man,. He ran his hands over my leg and slipped it up my top groping my boobs as we kissed.I'd only ever kissed someone. I've never touched or been touched by anyone else, although its fair to say, I was more than keen to have it happen.He tried to slip his hand inside my bra, but it was difficult with me being fully clothed and trying not to make it obvious so he just stayed on top of my bra instead. My nipples were hardened by now and he squeezed them through the fabric of my bra.He moved his hand.