I have to hide it from them but I have to find some relief, even if there really is nowhere to hide.When my work is over, as soon as I'm back in my ce...l, as soon as the door is locked and the lights have faded and I am alone, I lay on the mattress with my legs spread wide and bring myself off. I am so horny that it does not take long thank goodness, because I don't know when they'll be back. At first there's the sense of relief and I lick my fingers to clean up, taking delight in the taste and. "I know she did, sweetie. I heard your mom and mine talking once when they didn't realize I was around."I looked around at the neighboring tables. No one was paying attention to us."So, Emily, about pirates?"She brightened."Well, that's what I'm saying. Sometimes a girl just wants to get fucked. A lot. She doesn't want to get hurt, although a little rough stuff is OK, but she wants to go mindless, become a total fuck toy and get, well, reamed. Everywhere."She looked at me. The wild look was. " It was hot. I sat down where I was and wrestled my canteen out of its shell. Got in the habit of filling it with red wine when we were fighting the Frogs. Tough bastards, and they sure knew their wine. Anyhow, being a little lit at this point was going to be a definite asset. We were just going to take a strong point with nineteen raggedy-ass, worn out losers, that's all. The lieutenant came over and sat down by me."I got headquarters," he said, "and I could have sworn some major named Cyrhh. We will compensate you for your expenses so far. Will you accept?"I laughed nervously. "Are you messing me about again, Claire?" Of course not!" I stood rebuked. She softened immediately. "I want you withme all day." It's a bit soon." Of course."Our plates were removed half full. I felt like I'd eaten too much anyway. Shedidn't order dessert but ordered two coffees. We finished the wine. "It'sokay," she said, finally, "you haven't upset me or anything. Come on, let'sgo fill men with desire."She.