But before Tom went any further he stopped. He stopped and looked at Jamie and said, “Now don’t go getting any ideas, young Jamie. I’m just goin... to suck you off. I am NOT going to fuck you. I know you would like that but we have all talked about that as you well know. I know you have just turned sixteen a week or so ago and your body is just gorgeous and you are very sexually mature for your age. You are also developing the most amazing set of breasts that you know I just love putting into my. I remained there for some time and later got up and corrected my dress. I then took the files from the table and after locking the cupboard I came out of the office room. I did not find G or V in the hall and assumed they had gone to the rear portion of the house. I stood hesitatingly for sometime but they did not come to the hall. I had to leave that place after telling them and also returning the cupboard key to them. So I called to them and G came to the hall.She intensely looked at me and I. I lifted my hat and said, "What hair?"She smiled. Here line of work is usually very grim. There are few victories and many defeats. I pitied the brave warrior. Her work did not give her enough joy. Just like "Hawkeye Pierce" she did not let the bastard win.I started the chemotherapy. I couldn't eat and my shinny top became the Yule Brenner look. Another MRI 2 months later showed that the tumor had grown. I stopped the chemotherapy. With the chemotherapy I can't eat and die. Without it I can eat. But I do remember what one of the women said to me. I've never forgotten it. "It's okay love. Some people get taken like that. We've seen it before." I know I should have taken comfort from the fact that I wasn't the first bloke they had seen throw an angry hysterical first at themselves when coming face to face with the "female version" of who they were....but I didn't...yes...I know that's stupid now but then...... Anyway. I did make my final excuse and left carrying my bag of Holly things.