Yet something held me in check. A fleeting recollection of the many tragic outcomes of just such yielding to impulse and subsequent regret stopped me,...just in time. Something I'd seen somewhere and probably can't quote correctly read, "He who acts in anger rides a mad horse." Something like that. Regardless of how accurate my memory of the exact wording, the message was clear: whatever you do, Richard, do it when you'd had a chance to cool off a bit and think it over. Seek first calm, then. You see, Jen is actually the one who usually starts things off and . . . ‘ ‘What, your girlfriend is the one who usually gets things going? Dude! Keep her, keep her fucking forever! Do you know how many guys would kill for a girl like that?’ ‘OK, yeah, sure, and I sure do want to keep her, forever, I want to marry her, and I’m just afraid that I might have ruined things.’ ‘OK, when she starts things herself, how does she do stuff?’ ‘She’s kind of sudden, but she’s still slow and easy.’ ‘So,. ' I thought it was a good idea I was proud of my new titties and so I pulled them out for the boys to see."Tommy reached over and palmed one."'You've got real nice tits, Ginger,"' he told me, and brought my hand down to feel his hardon. I started laughing, and squeezed him. The next thing I knew, Rudy had his cock out and was shaking my shoulder, wanting me to do him too."We were parked in some construction site, and Tommy bent down and started sucking on one of my tits. I couldn't believe how. " "Your'e sorry! And for what are you sorry?" "Um, I mean I'm sorry the tape was made, and um, Tyrone brought itto school, " trying to not admit anything personal. He looked at me hard, "I just watched the tape, Mr. Collins. I wouldsay you were the star." Moaning, I blushed more, "um, well, um, sir, I ah, didn't have muchyou know, choice, um about it! I promise I won't do it again, sir!" "You didn't have to be there, did you? You went there voluntarilydidn't you?" I.