Then it wasn't for nothing,” she said as she pulled me close to her.“Mom called, she wants us to get started on the housework for her, she said th...y'll be back in around three hours when the rain lets up.”“Three hours huh? How will we ever pass the time?” Rita asked tugging at my boxers.“Hmm, I don't know, I was thinking about going back to sleep.”“You can sleep when mom and dad get back, right now I wanna play!”She leaned up and kissed me. Her lips were vibrating against mine from the washing. I was not sure about it all, yet, Tim and I were talking again. He told me that he loved the country, he loved the small break in Nha Trang, he loved the time that we spend together but most of all, he loved me! That was so sweet for him to say that. I couldn't say it back though.Instead of that, I told him that I was unsure if he could take care of me.He explained about his job, that he has a good and steady job and that he certainly could offer me the stability that every woman is looking. It would break her heart and it would sadden me to hurt her so deeply. I was confused, I wanted her so much, but only on my terms, oh Jesus what a fucking nightmare!The week for me was over the next day. I'd worked hard and put in an extra day to clear some of the backlog of mortgage accounts that had been piling up on my desk. Now it was Thursday, no more work until Monday. I could spend time at home trying to get some kind of hold on this situation. That afternoon, there was some internal. A couple nights later, I then saw a movie of a guy who could suck his own dick, and eat his own cum. He did this by laying on his back, putting his legs over his head, and would suck himself off until he cummed in his own mouth. All the gay movies I had been watching showed men eating cum. but never their own. After seeing this, I knew I'd have to try it. The next day when everyone left for work, I stripped naked, started watching porn and then I attempted to do what saw the night before and.