Says you have to leave your job and go spend two weeks in a hotel someplace? That's insane, Bob!" They didn't say I have to go to a hotel. They just s...id I have to disappear. Wait. I shouldn't have said that either. I can go anywhere I want, Riley. I was thinking about the Grand Canyon. I've never been there." Oh," she said. Her voice had a peculiar flat note to it that he hadn't heard before."What?" he asked."Nothing," she said. "I'm happy for you." I guess so," he said."It sounds like you. Eric had been haunting my fantasies ever since the blowjob.“I want you to fuck me. If you want to, that is. And I’ll definitely let you make me come this time.”I smiled, getting nervous at the thought that my first time was imminent.“Show the way,” I answered, feeling my cock stir, “It’ll be my first.”“I’ll try to make it special, then.”The place was his older brother’s apartment. His brother worked odd shifts and would be away until after midnight. Eric led me to the smaller of the two. The revolving floor outside had stopped, and the model crawled over to immediately in front of the window of the booth. She sat back on her knees and started to squeeze one of her boobs with one hand as she started to finger her pussy with the other. I felt my heart beating through my chest again, I felt more amazing than before and I didn’t think that I could. The whole situation suddenly become more about the model on the stage, I was focussed on her and not Veronika or the blowjob.She moved. I think it would be better if SHE went to bed." "You heard Rick, dear, go to bed. I'll expect to see you in the morning bright and early." As I clicked my way down the hallway, feeling like a man who'd been castrated, I could hear my wife and my best friend making out on my couch. I don't know how far they carried things that night because my room was too far away to hear anything. Besides, I wouldn't have heard anything through my tears.Oddly, it didn't seem like that big a deal to wear high.